This is the first time .....

Wow, it has taken me 3 days to get this blog thing together! It wouldn't probably wouldn't have taken me this long if I had just spent some time reading and studying the directions on the website. I am excited to finally see the fruit of my labor. It seems weird that I majored in Radio/TV/Film in college and to this day the ordinary, everyday electronic equipment, internet, blackberries, etc scare me or rather, I just don't want to learn or take the time to learn. I feel good when I see the end result of things I have learned, but right now I just don't want to go through .... hmmmm ... Could it be that it is the same way with God's word and my relationship with him? Year after year, I pray during my church's time of praying and fasting and ask God to renew and strengthen my relationship with him. Whatever it takes .. whatever it takes, BUT when it comes down to it do I really want to go through .. whatever it takes to get that accomplished? I really don't think so. I choose to make time for everything, sleeping, eating, couch potatoing, spending time w/ the kids and lately, making sure I spend time w/ my hubby. (Rare w/ 3 kiddos), but I made a point to schedule time to be w/ him. Why can't or won't I do this with God? The God and Father who gave me all these things to make time for? Hmmmm I think this is the first time I have been able to admit it ...